i lost myself on the 18th.
overdosed on the 26th.
now i try to pick up the pieces
of what i had before.
its harder than it seems.
and i hate myself for it.
every
single
day.


how i loved youover and over again i hear these soundshow i loved you
echoing through my head.
the crinkling of the leaves on the ground your soft breathing in my ear the slow beat of your heart.
its been days since i've last seen you but these sounds stay in my memory always fresh and never fading.
you think so little of yourself yet you are beautiful to me and you always will be.
but as these sounds replay in my head i lose myself more and more falling farther into heartache.
you are beautiful you are perfect you are all i want
teddy

My Sister's Water GlassMy sister pours herself a glass of water, the crystal clear wet flowing in and around itself, smothering itself. The glass controls it, holds it, doesn’t let it go as the water swirls, loops and eddies inside. And the sudden influx of liquid into the glass repels all but the barest, most minimal amounts of air. These tiny bubbles of air are thrown, spinning, through a cosmos of bonded hydrogen and oxygen atoms... and they enjoy it. In fact, they enjoy it so much that they wallow in it, swimming in this pool of liquid crystal, struggling against the pull of stronger forces.My Sister's Water Glass
Eventually, though, they lose. This mystical f
MUCH LOVE
samm
haha, anyways... be well, li'l cuz.
~Dylan
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love is not blind. It is we who are blind, alone and crying in the dark, and love who comes and finds us, lighting our way and helping us find each other.
woo hoo! ~frankienexus adopted me!
Also check out ~ changing-waters
{isabel}
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such a fool for the amazon
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Go placedly amidst the noise and haste,
and remember what peace there may be in Silence.
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