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About Me Member One who left DA and came back! frozenteardrops17/Female/United States Recent Activity Deviant for 6 Years
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sleeping beauty

take this as my white flag of defeat

Tue Jan 11, 2005, 9:55 AM
im giving up on forgetting. i can never burn these images out of my head. these little things. little words. little actions. its as if they stay purposely little just so they can hide away in the back of my memory and then haunt me when needed. is that fair? how can i move on if they come back again and again and again? is it fair to feel this way if i've already said that ive forgotten everything already? is it fair to him?


i lost myself on the 18th.

overdosed on the 26th.

now i try to pick up the pieces

of what i had before.


its harder than it seems.



and i hate myself for it.


every
single
day.

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  • Current Residence: New York
  • Interests: filmmaking and photography
  • Favourite band or musician: mindless self indulgence, against me!, tegan and sara, the casualties, the yeah yeah yeahs, orgy....
  • Favourite genre of music: good stuff.
  • Favourite artist: hmm.
  • Favourite poet or writer: i dont have one ... but i love marge piercy's "a work of artifice"
  • Personal Quote: anything war can do, peace can do better.
  • Tools of the Trade: film and photography

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:iconfakexfrowns:
thanks so much for the favorite and the watch! :star:
:iconbroken-ambition:
well hello. ok bye.


MUCH LOVE

samm
:iconshadowedhaven:
hey Izzy... last i heard, I thought DA wasn't working for you... oh well... anywho... I am here in NYC with my friend Nicole so that I migh see Kate (my new girlfriend! EEE!!!) and I just wanted to drop by and thank you for favoriting my piece... I love that photo, too. Anyway... your photos are pretty good. Might I suggest something, though? And this goes for Lily, too... maybe try some different composition ideas? Like, most of both of your work is pretty head-on, straightforward... and, that can be all well and good, but I think you two are ready to try alot with things like different perspectives and angles. Your work is really good, though... it's just like someone telling me to try out oils instead of acrylics or try an abstract... just something they think I should try out, not criticism. By the way... I have some really super uber cool pictures to upload when I get home on monday... eee!!!

haha, anyways... be well, li'l cuz.

~Dylan

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love is not blind. It is we who are blind, alone and crying in the dark, and love who comes and finds us, lighting our way and helping us find each other.
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hey dyl.....yeah u were right. i couldnt submit anything on my computer...lol. i put those in on lilly's. so new girlfriend i hear? *well i heard it from lilly a while ago but still*.....whats she like? she lives in NYC? thats cool.....but anyway....yeah. i do wanna try some new photography stuff...my birthday is in 7 days (u better write me a damn card, dylan!) and i asked for a digital camera so im gonna be able to take a lot more photos which will allow me to experiement more... (yeah i already have a normal camera but i always end up forgetting about the film, i know its horrible right? lol).....how was camp? oh and haha ur not the only one with a new significant other...lilly is now dating my best male friend, maxx. hes adorable. hes got bright purple hair and is totally illarious. ask lilly for pics and if she refuses to give them to you, lol, i will. it turns out that maxx's older brother, dillon (same name HAHA), goes (or went) to bucks rock. check it out in the year book. ill tell u his last name other time where it wont be broadcasted to the world. lol. ill talk to you more when u get home...man, i havent talked to you since june i think....wowzers. lol.... peace out dyl.....oh and IM NOT A LIL CUZ! lol

{isabel}

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thanx for the fav! :)

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Go placedly amidst the noise and haste,
and remember what peace there may be in Silence.


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